i am so proud of myself
hahah
i finished my tiny duckie! hahha cross stitching isn't so bad>_< so ... hahh i feel so proud completing that tiny little cloth:P
hahah but now moving on to the bigger piece..
just bought it .... with the duckie..
but ... damn i can't sew it when i dont know wat does the symbol represent-_-... the string provided doesn't come with the colour number... DAMN! how am i supposed to sew-_- but oh welll...
and i had a feel of being a manicurist ... hahha helped out with my frend's mum's store..
so had to do a weee bit of manicure!hahha
hahh so...overall i am proud of myself*wink*

weeeelllll let's seee
it is the 1st unofficial day of my holi...
well my holi did start in may.. but may was so packed.... so it wasn;t much of a holi...
now that everything is over... guess wat?! i bought cross stitch and started doing them to kill them.. not to forget i got 3 books.. nanny's diaries .. the science of harry potter and kkilller ... of drug resistant bacteria-_- .. gosh.. i am actually interested in such science books.. well.. i hate holi.. cause i am sooooo roottting into pieces at home...
well now that i started my little cross stitch session.. i pictured my self as a old granny ... with a small framed specs dangling on my nose... and sitting on a rocking chair .. stitching away... while my grand kids yell and scream over toys and ice cream...
hahah yes yes ..i see u can tell that a day of stitching can really get me all cranky and stuff
but that's lifE! >_< i hate holis and rotting .. if there is something to do... i will do it
haha ... now i am gonna just stitch my hours away..
hahha soo girly >_<
well .. entertainment my child ... entertainment

welll ..
it is a few days into FSI .. tml is the last day..
but i am not going
hahah
too tired.. so tired these days
so lack of trg..
a whole week of no fencing ...withdrawal symptoms man!>_<
sigh..i need to work out.. eating junks everyday.. and not burning off ..
and i am soo tired...
>_< well... gonna prob sleep sooonnn
tired tired!

back from FSI ..!!! it is the 1st day of the competition ..
women's foil. .. men's epee and sabre
i tell u .. i was commmenting on no eye candY?!
i am sooo wrong... well last night a hongkong sabreur came to our hotel room to have his photo taken for the fencing pass...
ooooo i tell u .. YUMMMYYYYY
i love him.. and he is the winnner of men's sabre... Chow hun hei .. (if i got his name rite:X ) but who cares abt the name.. he is cuteE!! and he very good in his fencing !!! wowowowoowowow ..
well the competition is a major eye opener... seriously our fencers should be there to watch... u will see the power of japan.. vietnam and HONGKONG! >_<
ide eeiichi some old fencer... came in 2nd.. !! woooo .. pro
i am truly amazed by the competition.... o.o

anyway i got my results... i passed all my modules.. but no a's-_- ..but i kinda expected it ... hahahha cause it is like ...i kinda slack this sem.. so PHEW! i survive.. thank you God!!! i love you! i am goona work hard soon>_<

and watching the babes special of fear factor .. ooo nice hot bods in nice lovely bikini! i so want a nice bikini-_-.. but damn ,.. i just bought my swim suit just recently... hhaha mum is not gonna let me get a new bikini some time-_-.. damn>_<

well tml is men's foil and women 'epee and sabre
i can't wait! heheh
too bad that hongkong guy is not fencing>_<
welll nite:P

WEEEEeeeeeeee

went to help at fsi today... fencing singapore international..
cheap labour.. but i tot it was okie
did like photos of the fencers and made passes for them..
and i saw the limited edition STIKFAS FENCING FIGUREESS
i want it ... i want it!!!!>_<

well going to help again tml .. haha i dont mind facing the com printing passes and stuff
quite simple and easy
ahha
well i can't wait !!!
wat else ..... oh ya
i am so shit worried abt my results
i just hope i dont fail any of them.. really! pls ... not a single module.. all i ask is a pass>_<
God pls help me..i know i am slacking ...
but.. i dont want to retain or cross module.. i want to be with my class.... pls don't let it happen to me !!!
*ahem
>_<

Hello
was supposed to be in m'sia today.. but .. my sis's passport expired
hahah . so can't go ..
well in the end we ended up walking and shopping !!
bought a top and a denim skirt! woooo hooo :P
well nothing much.. besides just walking ard town..nothing esle happened

FSI is getting nearer!! woo hoo .. heard of the part time job at Fsi..
thinking abt it ..
but . details too vague . might not go..
oh well ... just my luck i guess..
i shall bid farewell to my lovely coloured nails...
decided to remove them .. to let my toes breathe alittle
so long farewell my gothic nails
we shall meet again

nails are silly stuff..
so hard to maintain..
i hate my nails!>_<

well
nothing much happened today as usual..
went to bras bersah to take a walk .. then ended in bugis..
but was quite tired so...we headed home early today
... welll..
still tired

haha .. oh well.. then i have a freak who calls me ...
well apparently i seettled it .. i hope i did .. if he calls again,,,,, muahah
i will really go mad hahha
anyway..
i cant waste my time on these retards-_-

FSI is here! i can't wait
wanna watch the pros fence... and just sulk more ..
haha just kiiddding , .. i am so excited!! really! i tihnk it will be an eye opener..
see the pro fence.. and just wish u were half like them
hahahahaha with all these to look forward too^O^ i can;t wait ^O^ haha
sheesh .. i feel like a little kid anticipating christmas .. but hahha no idea wat with me and my madness over fencing

guess it is probably due to the fact that that is the only time entertaining me now..
thinking of taking up pottery classes?!!! any interested souls?
well gonna hunt for new skins for this blog! heheh

welll let's see
i went to clementi today to fence with rjc..
the pple are pretty good... sigh .. just reminds me i suk..
oh well.. it is some thing i can't just straight away attained..
welll i shall try harder>_<

then after that we went back to school to meet joanne and fence again..
haha i expected to lose to all of them .. so i am cool abt it
haha
just need to work hard i guess
but .. i am so tired.. so lack of sleeeppp
woke up so early today..
gosh... i tihnk i am goonna hit the sack soon..
and dream a little nice dream
swweeet dreams.. till sun beams find u uuuu .. sweet dreams to leave your worries behind u ... hahah sounds familar?! yea.. lovely ashely was singing it the whole time.. till now it is stuck in my pea brained head..
well .. i guess it is a good song... so not so bad..
i do hope i have a nice dream.... i really hope so!!>_<
having alot of thoughts recently.. y didn;t i go with some one i knew for some time???and ended up with some classmate of mine?! i should have went with him.. sigh.... but friendship at stake.. better not >_<

well .. it is holidays! i can't wait to relax and do sometihng
anything!
welllllllllllllllllllllllllll i am really off to bed.. nite all^O^

well
day started off fine..
met my 2 lovely ex class mates for lunch and movie
i caught shrek 2
damn funny
u guys should watch it mann..spoof of many shows
truly a joy! *cheers*

didn't go for fencing training>_<
felt quite guilty for coming home late the past few days:X
so didn't go today.. damn.. hungarian coach there
joseph said i could have learnt a thing or u
.. or welll..
nite
tml gonna get thrashed my RJC
wish me luck

hello
went out to do some errand for my mum..
wat a trouble
carrying a foil and a mask running ard shenton way
haha
the business man prob think i might rob a bank or something
hahaha
well
went for fencing training in sch..
quite ok la
henry wasn't there.. so basic footwork and stuff
but i am quite happy la
hehe cause i find can defend myself.. i can hit blade away!! woo hoo
but inflicted a little bruise on claire>_< sorry ... i am damn rough i know:X
haiz.. but overal quite happy todaY:)

hmmm nothing much happened this week.. went out for dinner with jeff, shaun, claire and jun :) then had fencing training today.. quite determined to do well>_<
wish me lucK!
*cheers*


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hahaha so close la huh ?!
hahah ^O^


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welll
it is the holiday
nothing much happened
i went to the dentist today
that's all i guess
well i did the kill bill test
i loved my results

o ren shii yea!

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wow..
ok so 1st i am back from the seminar.. met a few interesting friends ,.. haha these pple are really nice:) some are really good leaders..or potiential pple :P
then it is off to camp for 3 days ..
camp was fun.. pretty slack in a way..
haha but it was all good
just unhappy abt my performance during my matches..-_- too nervous..
but nvm! i shall strive harder..>_< i must win my matches!
joanne and i were sulking abt it .. but we will work hard ya ?! ^O^
but i think i preety much screwed up the camp..
1st the food.. i suk... and overall la
tihnk i didn;t a good job
damn>_<

happy mother's DAY!!!
i brought my mum for a mani and pedicure treatment
while i gave myself pedicure too
now i have cute black nails
haha i painted them.. for the 1st time !!!!
hahaha oh well
nothing much happened besides that!
off to play my game now ! keep in toucccchh

helllo
just came from the fencing gathering ..
well it was a farewell lunch and get together to bid our farewell to david who is going uk for 4 months
well so we went to lips to eat.. hmmmm must say it was a yummmy meal! hehhe
and then we played pool... .WEEEE i love ppool.. although i can't play it! i still love it hahha .. then it was to the LAN game shop..my 1st time stepping into one..
was supposed to watch movie,.. but no ticks-_- so ended up in the lan gaming shop to play games with the guys..
i was too lazy to walk .. so i forgo the chance to shop with the gers ... and join the dudes in a brotherly session of mind blowing (literallY) game of counterstrike.. which in my opinion .... it is not a game i really fancy
.. i think i am giving it a 1 out of 5 stars ...
war craft was much better so it is a 3 out of 5:P

so i left early to go home for dinnner.. heh ^O^
oh did i mention it is MY LAST PAPER on that day too
oh thank heavens ..!!!
holi here i come!!!!!
i hope i don't retained though...:/ no confidence for this sems
well good luck! nite

just came back from a dinner celebration ... to celebrate dad's birthday and my sis's promotion...
ate alot>_< damn.. not helping my weight gain.
anyway.. exams are gonna be over soon..
i cant wait! yea!!!:P

who do i call upon the winter nite ? tu? my mind wonders no further than the universe and my heart is never bigger than my fist. then why do i feel my head is never fulfilled ? why do i hear voices beyond me ? is there something out there that i have yet to see ? and if these voices are actually coming from me ... then is it my soul telling me something i have yet to uncover?or is this nite that chills my thoughts and freeze me in my time?

then do the Gods ever suffer such madness within them? or have they uncovered every secrets within the universe? or i am just this plebian begging at their toes for some light upon my life?are they the ones bringing this noise in my head? or is the evil lurking in the shadows whispering to the my weaken soul?
could it be the serpent waiting for a chance to strike me with its poison venom and watch me fall into a endless pit of torture?and if so.. if i fall .. will the light still reach me ? do i have a chance to redeem thy poor soul?if the light could reach me .. why didn't it come sooner..?

if light was there .. why should darkness befall upon this tiny planet?shouldn't light be strong and overcome it all? and if light was there for us...then y do pple cry till their eyes bled and the rain falls? and what about the rains? are rain a sign of weakness of the Gods? or the joyous celebration of darkness conquering the weak? when the water falls .. is a sign of weakness within the soul? or it is hope for something new?rainbow appears ... does it mean everything is over ? then why rain again? does it show failures in the Gods to maintain the hope? or is it all the power of the shadows?

maybe my souls travels far too much beyond my means .. searching upon a endless answer .. wishing on a hopeless dream ... see the light when soon it will dark.. maybe we are just all signs of weakness giving in to the dark.. maybe the light is just the part of us that dreams and the dark is the true soul ..
all dreams fade into the nite.... and all thoughts ends here

welllll helllllllllooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo..
i know i should be burying my face in my books.. and pray my eye degree goes higher...but oh wat the hey! if i want an increase in degree in my eye..might as well face the lovely computer.. instead of facing microorganisms
welll .. i i am so sick of my work.. gosh.. so much words so much infor .. i am sooo confused.! well .. 3 more lecture... and then i can revise all over again*smacks forehead*
well that's besides the point..
my friend's friend found 4 mongrel puppies and are still looking for a home for 3 of them.. anyone interested pls let me know okie!? poor puppies ... >_<
ok .. off to admire the lovely works of science.. and cry within my poor soul..
hahah good luck
*cheers*

welll.. hehhe i am so tired.. from all that studying ! and it is MAY DAY.. a holiday to me means... hehe TV SHOWS.. the billboard awards.. clay aiken! ain't it cuteeeeeeeeeeeeee .. he llookkksss sooo cute>_< gosh.. i have this thing for clay aiken.. he is such a ... a... erm.. well .. he is the one who i will go AH!!! sooo cute>_< ... oh well.. .i looooovee clay aiken! love love love!>_< ahahh
okok HAPPY MAY DAY GUYS!