hello!
went out to study with simon and david
hahah ended up in a round of arcade shooting and driving
hahah
oh well.. at least i covered 3 over chapters of my work so.. hehe i am thankful *phew
goonna cheong thru the night.. and see how much i can cover.. cause it is family gathering tml .. i highly doubt i can study there my cuzz and stuff.. sO.. dark rings here i come!
well .. i hope i can cover as much as i can
well i hate exams.. i mean who does?!
hahah oh well..

hello
so ppooped.
the maths God wasn't helping much.. the paper was pretty tough..
haiz.. good luck to me man..
after that went for a swim.. hahah it was kinda fun.. but i bump into some one while swimming and the person got mad at me>_< i didn't see him comin wah...
anyway....met louisa for dinner.. stayed damn late at her mum's ..
hahh nearly got scolding :X
oh well
heh over out for today.. off to sulking abt my possibilities of retaining this sems

hello !!!
i am soo pooped
maths' a killer!!! >_< well i am gonna just collasped in fear of the alll mighty maths..
maths is like this damn thing piling on me! daMN ALL MATHS..
well i hate maths!!!
well i am starting to think that my crush is no longer crushable:) hahah >_< well i tihnk i see this dude more like a pal than anything :) *phew* i am off that silly stage all girls go thru.. >_< thank goodness
well.. good luck guys .. i am going to worship my lord of maths and pray the lord will guide me thru this

hello..
it is the 24th of april! yes the 24th.. the perfect 10 dj try outs..
yes i am here .. sulking.. cause i have no guts to go>_<
well.. here i am facing poppy(my com) .. today it is gonna be just me and u pooppy love..
well.. GUYS .. go try ! go for the dj try out! >_<
i have no faith in myself
hahah .. well.. i am off to sulk .. >_<
anyway i was surfing the net.. and hmm the american's next top model is pretty nicE:) this reminds us the world is nv fair! hahah >_< but tyra's pic is really nice!!! agree ?

hihihihihihiih
wat a short day it is ..
had an hour prac test... then i met weiling for lunch .. hahha did i tell u FMS pple are damn fuunnny.. ahah one of her frends is really funny hehe .. that's the joy of FMs and mass com peeps..y didn't i join them? haiz-_- oh well... head home early! i recovered some sleep ... wee i feel good .. lalallalala i know that i would now! woo hoo ! catch u later allligators!:P

hmmm .. nothing much happened today like i expected-_-
anyway.. so i am here going for my tennis classes... well .... it was okie.. .well so i concluded i suk>.< yes yes i will work on it...
anyway free fenced today!... hahha i lost all rds.. was actually fencing sabre la.... didn't win .. but i was like damn sadistic.... i was wacking simone damn hard la>.<
see that's wat happens when u fence sabre and u are pissed with life
anyway.. so i lost all rds ..the only rd i won was to a non-fencer... so that's retarded-_-
haiz.. i seriously admire fencers from the bottom of my heart... i can't parry for nuts.. i can't hit for nuts.. seriously .. how do u guys do it? hahha i tihnk i am just retarded in learning things.. almost killed my trainer the other time.. but that's besides the point....
oh well.. i am quite tired... but i have a nice dinner with the fencers although it is just david.. simon .. edmund and me..
but it was quite enjoyable:) hhhahaha so.. well .. i shall shower now....

life goes on.. even if i suk-_- i try not to suk so much.. must work harD>_<

weeelll.. i managed to get over the temptation of skipping maths and i attended it .... *proud grin* i overcome my temptation .. wee..
well... let's see.. as i was travelling to school.. i just realised... indians have very nice long legs.. and big lovely eyes.. malays has lovely eyelashes... now wat is wrong with the chinese???
i mean u hardly find a tall.. long legged slim chinese..
but for indians.. i just saw 3 ! sheese.. now there is seriously something wrong with our genes some how some where!
well .. so after lesson i went to the gym near my house! hahah worked out.. and i thought hey i burnt some stuff off .. haha dinner was good to kill ? i mean i didn't eat alot of sstuff or anything.. but.. hmm one plate of rice.. could be more than wat i burnt
oh well.. i feel good after the work out! weee i might consider going there more often:P

well woke up today....with a sore eye..... yeah.. thanks .. .i skipped maths tutorial becasue of u:P
anyway i had practical test...it was ok.. i hope i can pass it:P
wore my lovely aqua socks! WEEEe i am sooo happy getting it.. nike aqua socks! love ittttt..
it is lime green :P happy happy
weell.. a few peeps know abt my little crush.. how hideous is that? hahha i am not like wen jun so i am keeping it mum .>_<
ahaha

haiz. i am totallly bored-_-
so feel like a drunkard.. coughing all my emotions out.. i mean.. i have this sudden over flow of sad .. uncontrollable emotions... maybe i am jsut deprived of love and comfort..
this is just retarded-_-
help? earth paging for help.. wait y am i talking to this screen? i need a shrink-_-
i tihnk i am totally weird... quick number pls!
-_-

hello! it is mondaY!!! well yes it is typical day to go to school and just went to school and just stone my way thru..
u know i hate the idea of sleeping in lectures.. but i can't help it....it leave this bad impression on the lecturer>.< oh well...
well.. off to study for practical ^O^
just a thought .. 4 months to my birthday:) wat should i do?? i am kinda in a jealous mood.. everyone haad a nice bday.. how will mine be?
oh well .. starting to think i am like mia from princess dairies... the part when she mentioned something abt her being insignificant in sch... like .. blending with the wall or something...
i guess i am just the same:) .. .i mean .. if i suddenly leave no one will notice.. everyone is caught in their work... haiz.... any way.. not in the best of mood... still-_-.... well...
haha i tihnk i think too much like hui er said... but i guess... sometimes fading into the wall is good? at least..... i mean. ..no one notice u ... and if u do something wrong no one will notice?
i feel so like a loser-_- damn...

wait wait i forgot add i was caught on tv by channel 5.. was helping to promote F.R.I.E.N.D.S hahha i doubt they will out it up.. but oh well.. hey .. remember i was caught on camera okie?
bhahah a

hello today is the day we celebrated hui er and dj's birthday
so they went crystal jade for lunch..... i didn't go .. cause i had meeting.. but i met them later for bowling..
which hahha i had one lovely strike and the rest of the shots in the drain.. hahha
oh well.. .i suk i know i know><
i was so glad hui enjoyed herself.! so did dj.
i got hui a necklance which she liked :P yea! and trina and i shared a gun and roses cd for dj.. hhaha we knew he will love guns and roses
so i just played one rd with them... then i had to go.. casue i had a lot of things to do for fencing .. and i had to go home for dinner la-_- .. so sorrY>.< i came so late .. left so early..
damn tired ... i hope the camp runs well>.<
well nite all!

hello^O^
wel.. let's see .. i went to play badminton with my classmates today... well.. badminton is kinda fun la.. i admit.. although i suk at it .. but it is fun.... and good work out^O^
then lesson was normal.. and stuff
i passed my stupid micro bio test.. thank goodness^O^ i am so glad.. see studying pays offf some how!
>.<
well.. tml is my formal presentation.... guess wat? i tihnk my suit sucks.. . i so lack in formal wear>.<
well.. wish me luck>.<

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hello.. just finished 3 tests today! phew... glad it is all over...
one chemistry.. one maths.. one french..
hell they are all gone^O^
i am so relieved now.. finally can relax alittle^O^.. today is relax day^O^ .
well off to play badminton tml^O^... nite all^O^
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yawn.. it is sunday... boring-_-
hh heehehheh HUI ER^O^ i got ya birthday pressie!! i hope u like it ..
well... went out with my family today^O^ just for breakfast and lunch with a little shopping ... then it is off to rotting at home^O^hahha
well. sunday is rest day .. wat can i say?^O^
haiz.. tml is monday.... can't wait for friday!!!
>.<
take care dudeS!

wee it is saturday^O^
met up with my fellow fencers^O^
not many of us attended though.. hahh just , wen jun ,... ashely.. joanne and shaun .. hahah ^O^ yes yes we know the only boy of the lot!^O^ but david joined us for a short while after that... so it was off to shopping ... hahah ^O^i am so bored of the clothes! nothing i fancied... sheesh..
well.. so i bought nothing!! hahha oh well... walked around then we headed to wenjun's house to cook.. hah wanted to cook pasta .. but her maid did it in the end^O^ so.. wellllllllllll.. we did alittle ^O^ we cooked potato (in a ready mixed pack ) hahah h and made some soup welll was quite food^O^hahhaha it is pigging out i guess:) watch swordfish at her house.. b4 leaving her place...
shaun joanne and wen jun went to watch the prince and me >.< i couldn't join casue it was toooo late... haiz... me and my little curfew.. oh well..it is a joy to hang with them^O^
*cheers*

HELLllllOOO i am soooo glad today...
well 1st.. Tennis teacher said i am ok... so i can pass my S&W^O^...
then it is .. IAC .. although it is pretty much screwed.. lecturer said i can;t fail^O^ sooooo that's one down^O^
then it is my 1.2km run today!! I SURVIVED IT! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
and i didn't take like helllll long la... i just jog.... i am glad i survived it ^O^ thanks to joanne's panadol and apple aloe vera^O^ such a doll... she ran all the way to co-op to get it for me>.< thanks love!!!!
so i survived my run.. free fence .. hahah i won with my left hand and not my right-_- how stupid is that
.. then it is off to dinner...!! ^O^ soo happy i love dinner with them..laughter all the way... .
bimbits i learnt a new word from david... hahahha want to know more details? talk to me and i will tell u wat it means hahahha ^O^
tomorrow i am going to watch passion of christ!! hahahh yeah.. can't wait .. meeting louisa!!! yea!!!
hehe ^O^ tell u abt it tml:P

Helloooo..
i am so happy today!!!
went out for a movie with my lovely louisa, hui , jess ,simon and eugene...
well it was louisa's church event where they booked the cinema to watch passion of christ. so i went to watch and i invited my class along... but i sat with louisa instead hahhah ^O^
the movie was indeed meant for pple 18 and above.. so gruesome and brutal. ..... the way jesus was tortured... ooo ouch>.< .. louisa and i were like sniffing and clinging together>.< sharing a pack of tissue and sniffing >.< it is truly sad.. i am such a sucker.. but the thought of jesus going through all that... even though knowing the story.. watching it is another thing... sigh.. i bet i looked terrible with my puffy eyes after the movie... hahah

well after that louisa and i abandoned both of our sides of friends and go shopping together just the 2 of us! ahah hahha welll wat can i saY? when it is between my class and louisa... it has to be louisa! ahah my 7 yrs lover...hardly get to hang with her .. this is the time! hahah so we went walking around.. and chatting ...catching up on our stuff^O^....then i went over to her house after walking the whole day...
haha the funny thing is .. we just stay like 5 mins away from each other.. but we have nv met each other in the neighbour hood.. cause we are all too busy with stuff.. so today was a chance to really grab hold of each other and chat our way thru..

louisa is my special buddy.. i know her so weelll.. and she know me DAMn well.. haha we just click on this level.. not everyone can catch up!hahah .. we can laugh at the same time.. and know wat each other is thinking.. and my class mates will be lost in our conversation... hhahah not only that. ... we talk over the phone once in a while.. .and when it is some sad issue... just talkin on the phone.. we both can cry together... even online!!! haha .. that's wat so special about our friendship...we can don't talk to each other for months.. but once we meet ,.. *click..and off we rattle on!^O^ i Love u babe!

well... after watching passion of christ.. it is just a thought.. how powerfull priest have at that time... and the pain jesus went thru for us? ... praise the lord and his wonders of his work.. .love the lord for he gave his only son to die on the cross for our sins.
well yes i am a christian... but i am just glad to watch the show.. i was kinda sad .. but also happy for the fact my lord was with me .. no matter wat!^O^ take care guys*cheers*

hi.. just got back from training.. i am so freaking stressed -_-
yes i know i suck at fencing... but .. sheesh... it is like .. DP's training is so stressful>.< the fencers are good.. they know their basics.. i am still struggling.. and mr wong is giving me the u are terrible look>.< haiz.... i give up.. i suk.. i really do...
sandbag pls!

wee hello^O^ i finally submitted my tutorial for differentiation .. sheesh.. wat a stupid topic.... that's besides the point...
well .. i went out with dad and granny today to amoy's streeet and we ate this noodle ...it is like 2.50 and it is HELLL LOT OF STUFF!! it is like 2 plates of noodles put together.... wow.. fuulll and happy! hahha okok i am glutton ... i am sooorrry hhahahha ^O^
haha i love my skirt! it is the floral print skirt with flowers all over!! I simply love it.. FLOWER POWER! yes yes i have weird taste in dressing !! wat are u gonna do abt it huh? hahha ^O^ i am happy hahah
well 30 more mins b4 i leave for training .. decided to kill time talking to my blog....
i can;t wait to the end of the sems!!! so many things to look forward to! .. fencing camp(not that i love training .. but hey! 4 days under the lovely company of my fencers :) y not???) i am gonna rob my uncle's camera .. and go on a photo trail with it.. i have yet to take alot of scenes around singapore... then . meet lovely louisa for a art session!^O^ prob paint using water colour.. and take lessons from louisa.. cause i SUCK at art! (did i mention i got a D7 during my o's?) so i suck..but y do i like it? hehhe welll it is fun^_^ heheh if i get a nice pic.. i will consider putting it up for ya viewing .. not like u guys care anyway hahahha ^O^ ..i mean.. hahh y bother? heheh ^O^ i will put louisa's ! hahha ^O^ i sooo wanna go shopping .. hope i can get some sponsorship from mum .. and go on a shopping spree with my gers:) i love them all^O^.. welll although i sound mentally fine ... ^O^ but... i am stttilll so frustrateD! can i punch something. . or swimm.. YES swimmmmm y didn't i think of it ? oh well .. punching is hell lot better though ... ^O^ sigh^O^... i just shut up i guess... shouldn't complain too much.. it will all be over rite? i hope:) okko take care guys!

ahh... i feel so stress.... feel like having a sandbag... nothing but a sandbag......i just want to punch the hell of of something... i mean i can;t grab some soul and beat him up rite? ... hey kickboxing has to into some use some how!!!! i soo wanna get the aibi dummmy... haiz.... *punch* u know how u are frustrated and saying things will not help.. u just wanna vent ya anger on something ???? like punch or screaaaammmm .... well that's wat i wanna doo... hahha

i am so thankful things are fine between me and my ex now.. we are finally talking !!!yea! so glad.. i mean i don't like him... but it is nice to know everything is back to the beginning...

well i am a notti kid today .. i skipped french class hahah .. shhhhhhhhh.. just for the sake of completing my work... oh well... any way... i am so tired.. i can't wait for training.. free fence time.. but .. DP's training abit hard for me to free fence casue they are reallllllll good fencers.. everyone .. every single soul.. yes EVERY... shaun .. joseph .. ash... and few other foilists!!! POWER MANA i tell u... they are good... sigh.. i wanna be that level too!!! i will try hard!!

oh did i mention that on thursday i am not training but runnning 1.5km?!??! it is like i haven't run for ages!! i mean AGES!! and ya i gotta run...... .well wish me luck guys.. i tihnk i am soooo dead.... well... good luck to everyone! exams is round the corner!!! *cheers*
Oh my bruisE!... damn i sooo need to work on those foot work..GRrr*.. oh well.. i am a noob after all....

hiyee^O^
well my day is normal nothing much happened.. just after lessons
i went to do my IAC project to help at the society for the disabled people..
didn't do much..all we were asked was to count coins... that were collected from various areas of singapore
well so .. that's it.. then i went to meet my sis .. and i am gonna get my aqua sock!!! weeeeee^O^
went to bugis later... walked ard and stuff with my sis... it was ok...

u know i am just talking to some weird frend of mine . from gunbound.. he is like .. some dude who played gunbound with me.. know him for sometime... but .. he is like the sticky noisy fella.. always going LAO PO!!... how i miss u .. and stuff like tha.t.^O^... it is a nice thought that someone is really that sweet.. but seriouslly... internet is not a place to meet pple let alone get a bf from that... i don't fancy such stuff.... then it all boils down to my thoughts again..hahha where do weird pple comes from.??
but ever wondered where is this special someone?is there someone .. who is on the same frequency as u? where u guys can just chat all day and nv get boreD? i have pple like that....but... there are things that i am afraid of... wat happen if something happens ... wil the friendship be lost.. i lost a friend.. cause of our break up..... is this rite?oh well i think i think too much...^O^...ignore my gibberish.. hahha not in the right state of mind these days hahah...^O^
well morale of the story... blog don't talk hahahha

hhihi it is SUNDAY! weeeeeeeeeeee i am so glad.. time to catch up on work... >.<
well as u can see.. it is 1 in the afternnooon and i am still online^o^ which means only one thing.. i haven't started on my work... hahahha i will be .. soon i guess....
u know .. blogging has been like something i truly enjoy.. doesnt matter if pple read it or not... .but it is like ,.. i can just vomit wat i feel.. and not worry abt getting sue for anything ... hahha ^O^ well.. bloggin is kinda fun... just to write all the stuff u can't say.. here^O^ y not ya?
well..I guess it is a nice thought to know ya friends drop by once in a whille.. but hhaha i find reading my blog a total bore.... i mean.. i am a total geek.. who doesn't club... who doesn;t get nice exciting events.... it is just plain jane... oh well..to all my friends thanks for being a pal to the boring me^O^ .. i try to spice up my life .... ...hahhah i trY!hahahha that's sounds totallly uncool... anyway... guess i am off to do my work now^O^ *cheers*

Wee went to school today... didn't have drama training today^O^
so off to take my Mircobio test... i tihnk it is okie .. hope i can do well>.<
then it is fencing!^O^i love fencing.. lalal .. today just free fenced .. all in the name of fun.. but i think i hit joanne kinda hard>.<... then after that i played basketball with david , joseph, matt and .. one other fencer(from rjc i think). .wee so happy^O^ i scored quite a few... considering i haven't played for a long time
then the fencer sabo david.... hahh got david all shy... ^O^ .. all over a girl.... guys-_- hahha
then we went to al meen .. to dine....... and played pool.... it was all fun...totally forgot abt my work and stuff^O^
i am truly happy today!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lallal :P
Btw i love my new skin... so like chilling out and stuff^O^ weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
*cheers*

HELLO... i am s0o tired this morning .... slept my way to school and back
did my practical and trina and i didn't know we did our dilution wrongly ... and both realise it at the same time .. and went OH MY GOSH at the same time and ended up laughing
haha mr chow was like WAt happened ladies? hahah oops i guess^O^
then went to study in the library with my classmate... hhaha took a nap there and continued^^
gonna study now^O^ tata

hiho thurday..hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm a boring day.. i hate IS! hahha yup .. and oh u know i went for blood donation? and i was rejected..... cause i took malaria pills during dec last yr... and i can't donate for 3yrs>.<
well not that i don't wanna help but Doctor cute said so ... so ... no donating of my sweet blood:X
oh that cute doctor is the same doctor when i went for my 1st blood donation early last yr^O^

training was the same .. we poke each other.... henry asked me to practise my lunges... cause... i am not lungin fully...damn my legs are aching.. dinner was funny
hahh it is always a joy to be with the fencers^O^ nite!