Wednesday, March 31, 2004

just came back from training today..
well.. things are fine.. just lost all my mood in stuff... fencing was like... weak... >.< sorry ash abt all my stuff.. and this kind guy who was teacing me attack i think he was going crazy>.< ooops
i am still stressed and stUF!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH
wat to do now...-_- nite all

Tuesday, March 30, 2004

hi blog.. hi whoever's readin!
i am so streessed! i am trying to study for my maths.. and i am getting a headache over it..oh and i failed my maths test.. (thank heavens i passed the 1st....)feeling so shitty now-_- but.. haiz I MUST WORK HARD!!!!
then i have all these stupid projects......adding to my stress..
well.. i am not feeling happy at all! i mean .. all these are all secondary!!! i mean .. all this i can still take! but ... y am i not feeling happy insidE? wat is wrong with me?! ARGH!
something is wrong here.... and i can't place my finger on it
am i that unattractive? hahha just a thought that's all .. .anyway.. i better located this problem b4 i turn into some hideous monster .. that vomit nothing but insults ...i am pretty good at that these days... totally being a total bitch to all my frends! i am so sorrY>.< sorry guys>.< didn't mean it!:X. haiz... find the cure soon.... any one who knows y let me know? hahh i mean y sshould u know?! hahah gosh*smacks forehead* ... sigh... lord pls be with me! i really need u now

just read a entry from my ffrend's blog... althought it is something.. i can't relate to .. but i can't help but teared a little when reading it.. something is seriously wrong ya?>.< ... haizzzzzzzzzzzz

Monday, March 29, 2004

WEEEE back from schoolll.... starving although i ate helllllll lot today! my friends were like all O.O no way jiaaaaa...
oh well i am hungry.. and i am a pig .. hahha BEAT THAT MUAHAHAHAH
any way i am totally tired from my practical work i rushed through....today is fine.. lesson went thru as usual! one time amazing is !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i slept late last night and i didn't fall asleep during 3 lectures todaY! i am bright and awake!! hahah SO HAPPY^^ well i have to study for some stupid maths test.. eVERYTHING IS MATHSSSSSSSS ARGGHHH.... well i hope i can finish my project by tml>.< wish me luck!! off to study now... take care guys!
to my friends!!! after exams we go out and partyYYY okie? heheh girls ? any one fancy shopping with jia ?! hahah :X
You are a foil fencer.

Foil is a weapon of calculation and passion. You glide easily between attack and defense. You can flick to the back or thrust to the chest.

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Sunday, March 28, 2004

Morning~ i just woke up not long.. and got bored.. hahah decided to talk to bloggie here ......
know ... i think slacking is a big big sin...................... i am slacking so much in my maths.... i am so screwed-_-... and my IAC .. the damn organisation decided to dump me half waY!!!! DAMN THEM! .. how to find a organisation in TIME?~ any one who knows of an organisation for kids pls tell me asap! hiaz.... so screwed-_- .. .my wasted effort for drama training ... going down the drain man!

Saturday, March 27, 2004

SO it is saturday
haiz... i didn't get to go for training >.< went for my ex sec sch training ...... then ..met my friend to pass him the camera(this retarded guy say meet at 8 am i woke up early.. then he changed it to 12-_-)
then i am off to schoooll not for fencing but for project work!!! HAIZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ but it was still ok.. hahha cause it was with jess.... hui. ... and trina~~~~~
then after alll the stuff trina and i decided to go to bugis to dine and walk around....
dine at yoshi!.... then we went to URS ... hmmm i like the sandals .. but .. damn ex cause the one i liked is new .......and the other one .. hahha trinnanana bought it :X so naahhhhhh i wouldn't buy it:P
head home after that~~~ so tired

Friday, March 26, 2004

GOOD day!
woke up at the right time.. reached school 10 mins b4 lesson! Just nice timing... finished my practical 30 mins earlier... then .... I was off SHOOPPPing with my ladies!shoopping with trina and hui and jess is fun! ^^ go out again too ya?! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE so happy... long time since I walked ard and shooppped
althought I didn;t get anything .. besides 2 hair clips and bracelet......took a neo print! WEE in our lab coat! hahahhahah fun fun fun >.< ok i am putting on weighT! HOW HOW HOW ? i work out alot but i eat hell lots too>.<
ARGH no good>.< my mum just said"hmmmm putting on weight huh?" ARGH!>.< *pulls hair* waTEVER hahha h
any way hui and i concluded we got funny dads-_-
my dad has major mood swings ... such a unpleasant man to be with... :X
oh did i mention that i am aching all oveR? yes i am-_- ... wonder y...after so many training still aching?! not rite ar-_-... must work hardER!

Thursday, March 25, 2004

okok so i am not faithfully updating my blog..
quite busy and lazy to update as well^^
oh well
so today is thursday .. as usual .. my morning class are a pain-_-
but fencing training is the best.. i love training! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
but tired now... gotta sleep sooon...
nothing much happened to me these days .. so ADios!

Monday, March 22, 2004

hi blogg
writing here can only mean 3 things
one i hate maths
two.. i gave up on maths
three no other homework besides maths
see the popularity of maths here ?! I HATE U!!!!!!!!! grrr... damn maths.. driving me nuts..
freaking stressed this semster all because of maths!>.<
GRRRR
over and out

Sunday, March 21, 2004

ok... so i went to bishan for lunch (or was it breakfast .. .well watever)
then i kinda shopped ard.. and i saw this pet exhibition the golden retriever and huskie is sooo cute..
can i have a huskie for my bday ? oh my gosh .. such dolls.... so wanted to rob that owner of the dogs:X
okok then i head off to granny's
spent the rest of my days there... doing my maths tutorial.. and getting all bugged by my 4 little cousins..
the boys are noisy.. the gers are sweet little angels:)
ashely and crystal are totally different from their brother ethan and royston...
gers are quiet boys are a pain.. geez-_- can't wait for them to grow up:)

Saturday, March 20, 2004

I GOT PUNCHED IN MY FACE! >.< ARGh... ok so it reallllllyyyy hurts....was playing dog and bone.. when.. i had to run and get the gloves.. .was fighting with jason.. but before i can do anything.... bend down or anything.....i just reached the spot and jason got like excited ..and i got punched in the face (i tihnk he kinda swing his hand forward or something) well thanks to lovely jason.. i got a bruise on my left cheek....
well but fencing training was ok today... but hahhah ... wonder y i was so listless... oh well! went to pasta mania with them after that... and went home and had mum's western food... (although it had some eastern dishes)but it was good:) feeling like a glutton now>.< oh well....... wat can i say? i am a pig i admit it

went to the polyclinic today... to do a check up on my back.. i tend to get this sharp back after i work out .. and i thought i injured my back quite badly or something...well it turned out that it wasnt my back but some muscles attached to the pelvic bone... cause by lacked of stretching and warm up! LOL but nothing seriousS! no back injury! thank heavenS! :) i love u big guy!
well .. going to rub that face of mine... over and out:P


Friday, March 19, 2004

yoZ! morning ..
hahah i think i am a total pig.. i have major problems waking up for school....
like today i woke up late again for school.. end up 20 mins late for practical... damn!
then i RUshed off from practical.. literally running to the bus stop and stopping by campus deli to grab sandwiches... and hop on the bus in order to reach sec sch in time at 1!
but my golly goshy.. 5 girls ATTENDED OUT of 10 ovER!!!
HOW AM I GOIng TO WORK with THEM!?
so at 130 i dismissed the girls telling them to go home....
and i was supposed to run back to school to play badminton..
but in the end the team decided to foreit match.. so ......... i have the WHOLE DAMN AFTERNOON FREEE!!
stupid i cancelled my SHOPPING SPREE WITH MY GIRLS!!!! and now badminton and traing was cancelled-_- ARGH so can kill these pple.... oh well.. at least i recovered some lost sleeps MUAHAHAHHA
ok i am feeling much better these days... but still shakey......oh well i still can cough out a baby blue or 2:P hahahaaha ENJOY! *cheers*


ok bloggie. i am too tired to write u..
training is too tough today..
gonna rest soon!
did i mention abt the bazaar at my sch?
i love the bikini!>.< too bad cannot buy
then i saw the beach dresses and stuff all very nice.. but my frend said it didn't suit me
so i gave up the idea
lalal
okok nite! too tired...

Wednesday, March 17, 2004

hi! .. well.. let's see i still lost the badminton match..
our team did reallll bad today...
the opponents are REALLY good
oh well ..so i lost.. i am okie:)
feeling quite bad casue.. hui hui>.< she was upset today abt the module selection.. and i am quite guilty.. cause i wanted to take same module as her... but in the end i changed my choice.. and she changed but it is not like her fav choice.. so i felt quite baD>.< sorry love... sorry>.<
then i was reading my frend's blog.. and talking to joanne..
i am still getting heart aches over him?! how can that bE?! it is not right!!! ARGH
seriously missing someone to love.... haiz..... can some cute guy come and say hi to me? hahha who am i kidding? ok nite guys! i am a total nuts these days

not in the best of mood.. but i can still scoop up a baby blues or two..
enjoy!


Tuesday, March 16, 2004

hi ... i am still in a rather sore mood la...
but got my class abit worried though:X sorry guys..
was rather quiet today... casue everyone was like asking me abit my match results ... so ya.. then i tell them la..
but got upset in the end..
so .. no mood to entertain anyone today..
but i was better after all my lesson ended.. i was better... then was chatting and all that la so i am okie..
but then haiz.. listening to craig david's u dont miss your waters.. it is a nice song
but damn sad la.. so now suffering from heart ache haiz.. no idea y!
i think i am in a this pms mood or something..
getting so upset these days..
haiz.. and lol i tihnk i am jealous of pple with stead! how? hahah :X

Monday, March 15, 2004

hi blog.. hi peeps....
well .. let's see
i have a damn ugly looking back.. peeling like helll.. but .. oh well..
today is the badminton competition i have been training...
well .let 's see
i screwed it up..
yes i did.. don't know y.. i wasn't like stress.. i just can't hit!!!! yYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY damn-_-
everyone in the team won and i LOST
yes i am the only who lost.. cool huh? yes coool... oh well. .wat to do? I SUCK!
night!
no baby blues today
^o^ go look for it yaself! >.< i am evil today

Sunday, March 14, 2004

ok .. so i am home from granny's .
just bought a new printer! yeah.. finally! but so tired.. i wanted to rest at home... but in the end... end up going out..
oh well.. can't complain.....
damn my back is still peelin..!! >.< i can forget abt sleeveless these days....
haiz!!!! then .. i have drama training next fridaY! crap on my ladies outing!!
then i will miss like a few hours with them... damn it!
aRGH.. bad luck these days..
and my uncle is complaining abt the siblings among them.. not bothering abt granny's stuff like that
then something strike me
granny has like 6 or 7 sons and daughters.. and some are taking care of her.... and stuff.. but they are still unhappy over some issues
wat abt my parents? there are only 2 of us!!!! geezzz....>.< then i started to get worried.. wat will happpen in futurE!
>.<

hi hi ^-^ morning it is sunday morning ! and i am up early today... soooooooooo i decided to start my baby blues series... i am just randomly picking ones that i like...
this one reminds us abt siblings.... how older siblings can be a pain some times?
heheh Enjoy!
need to go to granny;s soon! DAMN SICK OF it ... haiz.. .going to town 1st.. but i bored of town.. GAH



Saturday, March 13, 2004

ok i am back from wen jun's birthday! weeeeeeeeeeeeee met jason,joanne,jeff,joseph,shaun earlier today to shop....
joanne and i bought 2 g strings for her.. it is really cute.. and had it wrap in this LOVeLY box and pink glitter ribbon>.< damn i liked it... oh well
and we got her a perlini silver's chain and pendant.. which is also very nice!
then we met her at fish and co ... and had dinner there
my 1st time touching seafood... mussels and stuff>.< not bad.. but not very fond.. but oh well.. it was fun to hear jeff and gang talk abt racist jokes.. i mean it is mean.. but it was entertainment... then... wen jun was invited for a birthday celebration by fish and co along with 4 others ...
and she kissed jeff on the cheek .. heheh it is was kinda cute:) hahah h u go girl!
then we opened all the gifts.... made her take photos with her g- string
ahhahaha :X
oh well .. it was a fun day with all of them:)
take care and cheers

weeeeeeee it is SATURDAY! ye syes yesyey syesy yesyeysyes!!!! i can't wait... well .. woke up late for my training !! thank heavens the sch is across my house.. so i just went in time ... teacher was still talking to the girls ..so i still have time to think wat i want to do with the girls today:P
so as usual.. . just play some games.. .then watch their performance and see hhow far they progress... not bad... hahaaha....
then TODAY is WEN JUN"S birthday!! going to fish and co ! yea i can;'t wait!! i love my fencer's company! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee happpy birthday love !*muacks*


i just love baby blues.. hehe i tihnk i will post one for u guys to read every day^^

Friday, March 12, 2004

ok fridaY!
weeeeeeeeeeee the advantage of staying at granny's
i woke up later than usual for school and still make it in time...
then was a practical on fungus...
damn why is my sacchromyes not growing?! DAMN It -_-
oh well....
then i went to buy lunch for granny... told her not to cook.. casue she injured her back...
stayed until eight in the night b4 grabbing a cab back
i missed my com so much
came home after 1 and a half day of no com.. i came back to my virtual world! poppy (my lappy) my one and only love! MUACKS heheh eokok i am a com freak wat are u gonna do abt it huh? heheh
nigHT!

Thursday, March 11, 2004

well thursday..
let's see i was reallly tired today..
was thinking of skipping Sports and wellness so i went abit late...
then i waited for ming hui hahhaha so we both enter class 20 mins late
like who caRES?! haha >.< okok that's bad kidd....
then oral com.. was boring i just sat and listen to the teacher talk talkt alktalktaltkatlak
but second half of the hour we went for an origami demo and some japanese students came in for some exchange
.. okok so u know the catch ya? the jap guy was cute ( i admit i admit i was looking at the guy not the paper) but seriously... cute la:X
okok then it was iac... one short hour .. donE!
hahahah WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE then my fav part of thursday! FENcing ...!!! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
seriously if it is not for the people.. i will not look forward to fencing so much... it is the people.. the sports itself.. everything.. makes training something to look forward to..
fenced 3 rds one with joanne (lost:() yanjie(lost) simon(won ) so i won one rd... sian....
must be my damn back.. ARGH!!!
oh well i must train hardeR! >.<
so i stayed at granny's! no computer... ... geeez
writing this on friday just for your infor

Wednesday, March 10, 2004

seriously! i wanted to change some of my bloggie thingy.. but .. coding is hard.. ENCODINg is even harder!!
GRRR.... i wanted to change my font colours at the side .. but i can't seem to do it
so i gave up! lalalall well ... ^-^ i kinda like this skin.. hehe might change it again i guess:P

well let's see... Gosh these days it is like raining all the time... oh well .. nice time to sleep though:P hhehhe
any way today is cluts day
i woke up at 9 and i realise i was late for training with felix and gang today for badminton>.<
oh well rushed down .. .and played a few rounds ... LOL i won only one rd.. hahhaha cause felix was in my team:P oh well.. i hope i play doubles instead of singles... i will def lose in singles>.<
oh and y cluts day? heheh well let's see 1st i woke up... and i was shit where's my phone.. found it.. then i off to school.. in the 1st bus as i was about to alight my bag strap unhooked and my bag went BANG onto the floor(thanks to the lovely metal bottle for adding to the noisse>.<)then i boarded the 2nd bus AGAIN! i dropped my bag twice-_- but not because of the strap.. the bag just reFUSes to stay on the seat... BLah!!!
then in the lecture hall ... my table slide off like a million times-_- my notes landed on the floor.... my pens.... .... haiz! totally-_-if i fell today.... it will be the total cluts days for me*cheerS*
oh well..
and i realise i only had one meal today-_- GEEZ from morning till end of the lecture .. one meal.. and that was like lor mai kai-_- no wonder i was so hungry!!!
blah got back my mirco bio results... seriously something wrong la.. this sems's results are TERRIBLE... all like 20-30 marks below my usual!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
jia!!!!!don't slack!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHGFHAGFR@$%4t#^!#%@^%!@#!
oh well i just have to work harder to cover these sucky results!
*cheers my friendS* let's work hard

Tuesday, March 09, 2004

haiz..
rainy days.... been raining..so colllldddd>.<
oh well ... today ... was a ok day.. althought it was the 1st time i FAILed my paper-_-
my 1st paper... i failed my practical paper
haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz but i passed my MATHS WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE but practical-_-
no motivation to study liao
crap so gonna fail this module.. and chem is supposed to be my strongesT!!ARGH!
nvm nvm nvm
i shall try harder..... damn!
any way ... wanted to fence with joanne ..but i ended class so late.. how to go? haiz.....
oh well so long world... until then!
i shall meet u again!GRrrrr

well..not like a SUPer nice day or anything>.<
raining the whole day... totally bored... wanted to swim... but thanks to the rain..
all plans are gone..
got back my chem test.. the worse results in my entire poly life!!!!!
57! but hahha i guess i can 't ask much if i didn't study for it!:P
hope my maths paper is fine !! >.< and my practical too!! haiz//
good luck palS!

Sunday, March 07, 2004

WEEEEE
sentosa day.. went earlier today with joanne to tan...now i am all red!! hahhah
then they rest started coming ... we played volley ... frisbee... roller blade.... swim... it was really fun! we dunked shaun into the water hahhah ... took some photos...^^ all in my photo gallery! i love my fencing group .. very funny group of pple.. totally thankful for them.. i am quite blessed with all of them....my friends in poly... my class... my ex sec school(some of them).... my YEP ... all my lovely friends.. i made so many friends for this yr in poly.. so happy!!! i love them!! thanks for all the wonderful time ... my lovely fencers and 1FO5! louisa u ROCK!... went to pasta mania for dinner..then head home .. cause i can't be home too late>.< then i met my ex classmates la... i mean i wasn't talking mean to them.. but haiz.. go home and bitch abt to my mum:X ... gosh i feel like a total ..bitchy queen:X better not learn such stuff... must be nice to everyone....i tihnk i was quite mean..:X
then when i was home i had a major shock i thought i left my camera at pasta mania.. then i was sooo worried!!! ... then i like ring shaun alot of times! and ask him to go pasta mania to check for me if i left it there.. so jeff run down to check for but then they couldn't find it..
then i was like shit worried... my mum and sis gave me the u are hopeless look(cause i lost my hp once b4 ) then it is like haiz.. i was crying and shit... praying to God asking God to forgive so being such a terrible person.. and pray for the return of my camera.. cause haiz... i am damn upset la..
in the end i found it in the house>.< phEW
but i am still suffering from after shock la... first i made jeff run down to check for me>.< interupt shaun and jeff's movie watching>.< so sorry guys! >.<
haiz..stupid jiarong make such a big hoo ha!

Friday, March 05, 2004

weeeeeeeeeee
nothing much happened today:)
went to run an errand for my mum...
then i went back to school to fence with koo..
hahha fenced for a few hours:)
hahah soooooooo we left abt 4 plus 5
hahhah tiring but fun!
many thanks to joanne and wen jun for the weapon and gearS:)

Wednesday, March 03, 2004

haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
well common test is over all over.. buttttttttttttt
i screwed up chem test!!>.<
lazy to study.. so this is a gonner paper
confirm
i am positive abt this..
any way it is the end so i can enjoy!
today went to fish and co to celebrate chippy's birthday... then played pool^^
not a bad day to cheer me up

Tuesday, March 02, 2004

here's a total analysis of me >.< damn .. all the bad ppoints are true>.<

Natal Year number: 5
Although Joey at heart suffers from a sense of insecurity, she nevertheless portrays a confident yet sympathetic exterior to the outside world that enables her to get along well with other people. Indeed even though she is not really a team player, she is likely to reach a position of authority because she enjoys the strength of independent thought upon which others can rely.

Natal Month number: 5
A realist who brings a practical approach to problem solving, Joey's confident outlook will soon lead her to a position of leadership. Because she has developed fixed views on the important things of life, Joey has an inner core of confidence that will at times make her appear stubborn. Yet such a trait is so well balanced with the gentle side of her nature, that her personality appeals to a wide audience.

Natal House number: 5
With independence of mind, Joey may have seemed to be something of a loner in her early life. But as she matures that independent streak will lead her to positions in which others will rely upon her judgement and impartiality. Whatever skill she masters, whatever career she pursues, it should be one where her natural talent to command can be properly utilised.

Comments based on Western Grid

11

Joey is a balanced individual who can understand and appreciate the views of others as well as her own. She can express herself fluently, and with persuasive conviction, whilst taking account of opposing views. This means that Joey will get on very well with colleagues at work, both senior and junior, as well as clients, customers, suppliers and external agencies.

6

Creative yet somewhat insecure, Joey is a family-orientated person who enjoys domestic responsibilities. She could well be employed in the hospitality industry - perhaps running a hotel, or B & B venture. In an office environment Joey will be valuable as the individual to whom others will turn for moral support. But home for Joey is where the heart is, and domestic responsibilities will always be important.

888

Likely to excel in the fields of business, finance or accountancy, Joey is a rigid individual whose pursuit of material success will overshadow life's more substantive qualities. Inclined to be rigid in her views, Joey will ensure her material success at the expence of her happiness.

9

Ambitious to improve her lot, Joey will constantly push forward to achieve something in her life, yet this ambition will be balanced by humanitarian ideals that will lead her to support causes that may demand self-sacrifice.
[The Arrow of Scepticism: lacking the numbers 3, 5 and 7] Taking little on trust, in adult life Joey requires solid proof before she accepts a concept. Characterised by honesty and fairness, she is quite intuitive, yet firmly sceptical of the claims made, for example, by religion. This may be important at work, if employers require employee acceptance of work practices that are not immediately verifiable.

Comments based on Chinese Grid

11

Joey will be reasonably successful in financial terms, and enjoy a degree of luck.

3

Unless Joey also has in the Chinese version either the numbers 5 and 7, or the numbers 4 and 8, she will be hypersensitive and prone to stress-related problems.

6

Joey is family-orientated, and needs a pleasant working environment as well as a comfortable home.

7

If the numbers 3 and 5 in the Chinese version are missing, Joey is something of a perfectionist who seeks to achieve detailed accuracy, and has a natural instinct to unearth the truth. If the Chinese Grid also contains the numbers 3 and 5, she will be attracted to work in a spiritual or humanitarian field.

8

In the absence (in the Chinese version) of the numbers 1 and 6, she will be good with money and details. She will be happier if the Chinese grid includes the numbers 5 and 7.

9

Although Joey is ambitious, her ambition is tempered with humanitarian ideals.
[The Arrow of Prosperity: The numbers 1, 6 and 8] Joey is suited to the commercial world because she is determined to make money - if necessary at the expense of all else. Without the numbers 3, 5 and 7 (in the Chinese version) Joey will be a cold and calculating individual who will achieve her aims with total disregard for the feelings of others.

woke up this morning with alot of thoughts abt life..

u know life is like a tongue?! if u are getting so much sweetness..sooon u can't taste the sweetness.. just like life rite? and if u ate something spicy.. u will remember it is spicy>.< just like life..some one offended u or something makes u mad... u may have calmed down... but u will always remember the event..
sourness..>.< well.. u give the funny face when u taste it .. but funny how we love to eat sour stuff sometimeS? just like sometimes when we love to tease someone .. knowing it is not rite.. but u still tease them?
ssaltness.... it is like.... i haven';t given much thought abt it...but here's wat i just thought of .. saltness.. something that adds taste to ya food..u love salted stuff... but too much salt u will go SALTY!>.< well same go to life... u have alot of fun and stuff... but too much of it .. no good...>.< prob play too much ... and ya studies or work how?
bitterness...though we try to avoid it .. once in a while u will still taste such bitter food ritE? bitterness needless to say refers to the tough part of life... not many to have.. one is good enough to teach u a lesson..

so i guess life is like a tongue... so many flavours....just tihnk abt it .. i make sense rite?without them.. life is like bland...like it is bland now.. imagine without it!? hehhehe so be thankful for all the things u have...
even for the sad and tough times.. they teach to treasure happiness and u learn something from those mistakes just not go through those pain again(althought i am not learning i tend to repeat my mistakes but that's besides the point)...so different moods are there to make u learn and treasure things around u :) so is it enlightening?

so... i guess when i was living in a world of sweetneess. i totally forgot abt that sweetness and took it for granted ... well life is just like that ya?
relaltionship is like a wall ... cracks will appear on that wall... more and more as time goes by.. .and most of the time .. they don't get sealed up.... so one day u got fed up and tried to knock it with ya fist...
who's getting hurt.? u.... so...learn not to punch it..learn to seal it... cover up the hole with a little of love and care.. and there u go! u will see ya wall disappear.. cause too much sweetness on the wall.. it decayed:P >.< or u prob have 2 fist doing it this time .. u and ya partner.. u guys will conquer that in anyrelationshiip.. it is a matter of if u wanna do it .. ( anyone.. friends.. family lovers)

well.. i am very into thinking abt life today .. no idea why...
well friends am i making logical sense here?
honestly i have a lot of theories of life.. hahah just .. i lost some... >.< this my new theory.. life is like a tougue:)
take care.. .any new theories are welcomed.. let's save abt crap stuff like that. well someone has to do it rite? :) God bless everyone

Monday, March 01, 2004

weeeeeeeeeeeee
just came home from my maths paper...
ok .. so it was not so bad
but it was stilll bAD
i forgot to do alot of stuff.. skipped one or 2 questions..
hopefully i pass... haha but if i pass i need to treat trina a meal..>.< doh!
haha casue we had a bet if i fail she treats and i pass i treat>.< hheheheh then again i rather pass and treat her rather than fail>.<
oh well one paper down one more to go
let's hope i can pass both>.<
good luck guys!!!
common test willl be over!! then we can go out ya?:P